"I was trying to create the type of a fantasy I was trying to live in."

"I have to do this. If I was getting paid, I could refuse to do it. But I'm not getting paid, and I don't want them to think I am not doing it because I am not getting paid. I have to do it."

"Oh no no no no this is all I need."

"I'm a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day. I bring light and warmth to the world."

"Licking honey off their bodies (and then chastising himself about it to Jesus) happened more than once."