"I'm absolutely disgusted with everything. I hate the world."

"I'm having a very hard time with my work. I'm completely discouraged."

"It's a trade I learned as a youth… when I was unhappy… Perhaps flowers are the reason why I am an artist."

"The fog is so thick, it's like a dream. I am working, but it is like working in a dream."

"I'm so tired of this life. I wish I could just disappear."